Every kind of life

... is special.

Mind me sharing my shallow point of view previously.

I used to think some people's life is a pack of boring episodes. Living in the same place for the whole of their life, hanging out with the same peers everyday, visiting the same places again and again. While there are some people which i really envy for their life which to me appeared to be slightly similar to Silver Queen advertisement or even Legally Blonde movie.

However, two descriptions of typical kind of life is clearly not enough.

Here's what my simple mind thinks:

Since there are billion human being in this world, obviously billion kind of life exist. What kind of life? Well, every kind of life.
In every few metres (my assumption), live a mind who's in a process of growing up (surely, people grow till the end of their life), the lovely mind who's striving to accomplish their own idea (which again, various idea for various mind) and diminish the discrepancies between their actual self and ideal self (mind me being a bit influenced by my major -psychology).

A beautiful skeleton wrapped with lovely skins of different colours. Black, white, yellow, red, whatever. They are growing up everywhere. Being nurtured in different circumstances, different cultures, different time and spaces. All of them are special. Every of those lines in their face, wrinkles below their eyes, scars on their skins. All of them are special.
The difficult time.
The happiness time.
Time of their life.

A girl was married yesterday in Rome.
A girl was raped yesterday in Manchester.
A girl was surrounded by their lovely friends yesterday in Sydney. A girl lost his brother yesterday in Iraq.

I don't know now what to say, but there are various life people living in.
Its all special. Its all special. Its all special.
Its all special how you pursue your own happiness, stay alive in the middle of the bomb explosion, continue your life after being sexually harassed or verbally abused, or even continue your happiness till the end of your life.

I cherish the life I have. I'm thankful of every scene that was presented in front of my two eyes or inside my small brain (in size but big in its capacity *'tis an attempt to boost my self esteem).

When I said every scene, I mean it as every scene. Including my failure in IELTS test (well, finally I made it though), some low scores in some subjects (count them as negative events as well), or even posing a wrong answer in front of the class.

Every scene also includes the episode of being invisible, not being an 'IT' girl back then (obviously its no longer a current worry consider this is the time of being a true individual, its an old issue of every adolescent girl I reckon), the episode of being a secret admirer (sounds pathetic, but hey now I can laugh out loud toward those embarassing moments)

And importantly, every scene meaning it also includes those grief and mourning sessions when I lost some people that I love cos they passed away. In a long term, I might lose my mates as well since one shall continue their life without always carry every piece of them from time to time.

Not that I'm implying that yours is better than mine nor mine is better than yours. The bottom line is yours is special for yourself while mine is special in my own way. You have the things that you appreciate (and me too), thus, do NOT attempt to insist your values on me for I have my own mine. I appreciate you and your values but its NOT important for me. I care not with your idealism for your idea is ideal for you and again its NOT ideal for me, and vice versa you don't have to bother seeing me holding to particular value.

Typing and typing and typing.
If God is starring at me now though eyes could not see, I thank Thee, Lord.

You too, be thankful.

Even after I say 'period', you shall be continuing your life.

One more sentence.


I wish you all: happiness.


Period.


(... and have fun for the rest of your life)